Music Is My Drug

I'm not crazy, I'm just depressed and suicidal, there's a difference.

I’ve tried to drown my demons but they’ve figured out how to swim

Amen
she was there physically, but mentally she was dead

she was there physically, but mentally she was dead

(Source: brain-d-a-m-a-g-e, via mental-suicide)

I just hate how nothing is ever good enough for my parents. They found out I want to be a doctor and said that it wasn’t happening. If they don’t stop saying everything I think is wrong then they’ll have to just deal with me being dead

Almost killed myself again and I thought of you and somehow found the courage to live for another day

Almost killed myself again last night but somehow I always think of you and find the courage to live another day

number-1-piano-nerd:

oprahsmom:

if i ever died all you would have to do is play this video and i would come back to life

musicismyonlyescapefromlife

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"Are you ok?"

How the hell can you expect me to be perfectly fine after telling me almost daily that I’m worthless and stupid!!! You say I’m stupid??Your the one who still thinks your being nice when you say these things!!! Oh and don’t worry, I’ll be sure to explain to everyone what you did in my suicide note when I finally write it!!! And I wouldn’t read my letter to you if you ever wanted to sleep again!!!!

"I’m ok."

People are killing me from the inside out. And then there are the ones who are so stunned that they don’t even realize what they’re doing to me and think they are being nice.

People are killing me from the inside out. And then there are the ones who are so stunned that they don’t even realize what they’re doing to me and think they are being nice.

I’ve been though hell and back and now your putting me through it again. So thanks for all your fucking support that was never there and thanks for never thinking about me.  

I’ve been though hell and back and now your putting me through it again. So thanks for all your fucking support that was never there and thanks for never thinking about me.  

(Source: weheartit.com, via suicide-is-my-father)

psychotic-torture:

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psychotic-torture:

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